Stalemate Lyrics

If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
The more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
I'll never know if I never get through
The more I fight I stay
THE SAME!
God, I love excuses
Nothing better than a homemade lie
New rules and old confusion
Won't you just despise
Out of my way, out of my reach
How do you dream if you still can't sleep
My mind is a terrible gift
And I'd rather be numb than feel this way
Gone home with a metal that's broken
Another thief that does not overthink
Dark voice when the moment is golden

I won't leave this glee
If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
The more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
I'll never know if I never get through
The more I fight I stay the same
Half my time and one protection
This is better than a biggest stand
New shoes and old direction
The aftermath of man
Killing my name, killing my past
Nothing's left when nothing lasts
My life is a terrible waste
And I'm going down fast
If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
the more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
I'll never know if I never get through
The more I fight I stay the same
Well don't be so distracted
I can tell you where the story ends
New sins and old abuses
And no one wins again
This is my chance, this is my curse
We all know it will only get worse
My hell is a terrible case
But I get here while I'm here first
If I fail, if I fall
If I can't be free then I never was it all
The more I fight I stay the same
If I still, if I stall
If I can't be hurt then I never even call
The more I fight I stay the same
Where do I go and what do I do
The very part scares the hell out of you
The more I fight I stay the same
If I fail, If I fall, If I know, If I care it all
The more I fight I stay the same