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"This is a piece that I wrote, when I was on some
Low down, down low feelin' depressed shit
You know what I'm sayin'
It contains three suicide letters to my peeps
Oh, actually two suicide letters, you know what I'm sayin'
I wrote it in a rhyme form but I'm tryin' to read it
To the best of my abilities, you know what I'm sayin'
So bear with me, listen to the lyrics, check it out"Picture me in a casket blasted
Never nobody knew how long the pain lasted
Keep my eyes tight, I'm frightened but I fights like Tyson
When playin' this game of life, I'm losin'
Longin' to be enlightenedAbsorb my mind state, reduce the crime rate
And take me out, when runnin' toward the Lord
I see 'em fake me out shook me
So from church I play hookieListen to the words of a brother
The sick stutters so you better, better
Get the get the bags ready
Comes a killer, killer like SkagnettiMy brains contaminated, hella rotten

Wasn't me that killed you, who was it? What was it?
The effects of the mildew, my brain's wilted
In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
Lord, take me away before somebody else gets killed
Blood spilled, seriouslyThis is the letter to my homies, I'll be missin'
God told me to behold a pale horse but I didn't listen
It's hard man, my life is scarred man
I'm losin' my mind so now it's time, sincerely sign N9NE(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hangin' on
(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way it has to be(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hangin' on
(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way it has to beI made your life a livin' Hell with my infidelity
Remember your tellin' me all I give a damn about
Is weed stems and melodies
Remember you spent 30 minutes in the hospital parkin' lot cryin'
When the blood test read the baby of another woman was mine 99.99You should've left a long time ago like Mary J say
Just let it go like Ray J, can't
I know your mamma heard you yelling mayday
Spent my life tryin' to RA to the P
You sick of me always bein' B to the ROK to the ENow there's nothin' else left of me
I was a bum but you still wanted some
Through the rain, snow and thunder
Foul ups, bleeps and blunders but no man shall tear asunderIs what you said
You should've put multi bullets in my head
When you found that evil instinct was a song
Where the events actually went onThis is the letter to my homie, my friend
Who put up with me for 8 so now to take me
Really quickly is my fate, I'm sorry
For making it hard, I know your scarred
I'm losing my mind, so now it's time sincerely sign, N9ne(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hangin' on
(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way it has to be(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hangin' on
(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way it has to beI love ya'll, the dynamic duo, my babies
It ain't your fault that your daddy's crazy
Donny, I miss your drummin' like me
One day you'll be rulin'
Leelee, I miss you in my face
Yellin', "Daddy, what you doin'?"You two are the reason why I'm still standin' today
But I'm 1600 miles away and you get my heart sinkin'
When I start thinkin' about you babies, I heavily start drinkin'
On a daily puffin', I'm seeing my heart, I gots to toughin'
Can't see me leavin' my angels with nothin' so I keep bussin'Use my pain for you two, I've gotta come up in the game
Fly palne to an island so one day you can do the same with yours
Love you galore and I ain't playin' makin' me put an end
To this suicidal mind state sayin'(I just wanna die)
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hangin' on
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way it has to beI don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hangin' on
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna 'cuz
That's the way it has to beSo we're just gonna sit back
Write these rhymes, make these bills
Chill, no more, Tech N9ne

Enjoy the lyrics !!!
Aaron Dontez Yates (born November 8, 1971 in Kansas City, Missouri), better known by his stage name Tech N9ne or Tecca Nina is an American rapper, co-owner of Strange Music Records and actor. His career has spanned over 24 years, during which he has released eleven albums. According to the He's a Mental Giant Songfacts, his stage name originated from the TEC-9 semi-automatic handgun, given to him by rapper Black Walt due to his fast rhyming style.

His tenth studio album, K.O.D., was released October 27, 2009. He has spent his illustrious career making sure he’s been grinding harder than the average rapper, and is the best selling artist out of his hometown. With nine solo albums and two powerhouse collaboration projects under his belt, the Kansas City MC’s flow is sharper and slicker than it’s ever been.
“This is another roller coaster ride,” explains TECH N9NE about the release. “When it came time for Sickology 101, I knew I wanted to do a collabo album based on the study of being sick. It’s a beginner’s course for people who don’t know how to be sick lyrically or how to choose sick beats. It all starts with beats because they tell me exactly what to do.” Epic beats from YoungFyre, Wyshmaster, Seven and Matic Lee set the stage for TECH N9NE to weave his introspective and sometimes roguish lyrics around.

Sickology 101 brims with stellar appearances from lyrical heavyweights. On the opening title track, TECH N9NE slays alongside Chino XL and Crooked I, pulling listeners into the Hip-Hop classroom for a lesson in murdering a beat. It’s a twisted vision forged on undeniable grooves and quixotic wordplay.

The single, “Nothin,’” is an inspiring, honest anthem that features Messy Marv and Big Scoob. Meanwhile, on “Midwest Choppers 2,” TECH N9NE and Krayzie Bone cruise to the depths of darkness. “Krayzie Bone came through and murdered it,” says TECH N9NE. “I modeled the song after movies. When you do a sequel, there has to be a bigger body count and more people have to die. ‘Midwest Choppers 2’ is Autobahn-style. It makes you want to speed.”

TECH N9NE’s inimitable flow and rhyming take center stage on solo tracks, including the haunting, hypnotic “Red Nose.” He doesn’t pull any punches on the vitriolic, YoungFyre-produced “Blown Away,” either. It’s an open letter to several prominent urban artists who refused to play before him at radio festivals despite his massive concert draw.

With hits like “I’m A Playa,” “Caribou Lou” (which boasts 7.2 million MySpace plays), “Riotmaker,” “Like Yeah” and “Everybody Move,” it’s no wonder TECH N9NE counts a total of over 4.5 million YouTube video plays and an average of 40,000 MySpace visitors each day. His success knows no limits. The July 2008 release, Killer, debuted at Number 1 on the Billboard Top Independent Albums chart and Number 12 on the Billboard Top 200 Albums chart. He did it all on his own. There was no major label — just TECH N9NE’s own record company, Strange Music. TECH N9NE’s tracks have appeared in films like Gang Related and Alpha Dog as well as various TV shows, and he recently made his motion picture debut in The Life of Lucky Cucumber alongside members of MTV’s “Jackass” crew.

It hasn’t been an easy road, but TECH N9NE soldiers on and he’ll never stop. “They call me devil worshipper because I’m different. I give you music for my core. They’re the people that put me over the million mark. I raise my middle finger to everybody who judges me because my core audience is there for me. They will always love me, but I’m trying to reach others, too. It’s not over. My music is supposed to be for everybody, but some people just don’t get it. This album is the result; swallow it. It’s middle finger music, all-day and all-night.”

TECH N9NE never stops bringing that music directly to his fans, constantly reinforcing his status as one of the hardest-touring rap acts in the business. In 2008, TECH N9NE performed over 200 shows and he doesn’t show any signs of slowing down in 2009. In April, TECH will head out in support of Sickology 101 and spend two months on the road, performing live for his rabid fans.

Sickology 101 is prepping the world for TECH N9NE’s next masterpiece, K.O.D. “I want people to know that I’m getting better and better and I’m a machine. I do these collabo albums to give the fans more. This is a bridge record to K.O.D. It’s the farewell to the TECH N9NE you’ve known lately. It’s getting darker. A lot of people might not be able to go to the place I’m going, but this place is my specialty.”

“I don’t need people to kiss my hand,” assures TECH N9NE. “I’m not trippin’ on status, and I’m not a narcissist when it comes to rap. It’s my heart and soul pouring onto the paper. I write my life and I can’t hold back. This is what I know.”

Origin: Kansas City, Missouri
Year Formed: 1991
Official Site: http://www.therealtechn9ne.com/


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