Swimming Upstream Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
The sun disappeared right before my eyes
My heart turned and walked away
I gave you the keys to an open door
And you threw them right back at meOnce again I'm alone with a pain in my chest
So sad, so sad, so alone
The clouds start to gather, here comes the rain
You meant more than you could knowI can't say I miss you
You're always around
I can't say I love you
'Cause you'll cut me downI'm wounded and hurt

And that's my fault
But I made my decision
With my back to the wallAnd I gotta move on from here
I've done all that I can do
Yeah, I gotta move on from here
I've been swimming upstream for youAs time passes by, I can't explain
It's hard to be next to you
Is it my face or is it everything
That you're not attracted to?I'm so lost and confused when I look at you
Your eyes, your lips, so soft
And then when you see me, I turn away
'Cause I know that I turn you offI can't say I miss you
You're always around
I can't say I love you
'Cause you'll cut me downI'm wounded and hurt
And that's my fault
But I made my decision
With my back to the wallAnd I gotta move on from here
I've done all that I can do
Yeah, I gotta move on from here
I've been swimming upstream for youI've been swimming upstream for you
I've been swimming upstream for you
Yeah, I've been swimming upstream for you
I've been swimming upstream for you