Tainted Past Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
The cynical view that has been taken is blowing my mind
I can't seem to piece it all together
I guess it takes time to unwind
To let the dust settle and let cooler heads prevail, oh oh, yeahEach and every day I rise
From the ashes I've left behind
To start anew, push through
They say it's not meant to be, well, I'm parting the seaOh, got to let go, move on from a tainted past
Oh, and I'll never know, fall out from a tainted pastThe selfish greedy world we live in
Is making me mad
It's always give me every marble

Then kiss my assEach and every day I rise
From the ashes I've left behind
To start anew, push through
If go for the green, you'll soon see what I meanOh, got to let go move on from a tainted past
Oh, I'll never know fall out from a tainted past, tainted past
Why should anyone finish last, tainted past
You ain't be a saint, all you need is lots of cashWhy did it end this way
I'll never understand, why my world is grayWhen you combine heartache
With misery
Sets up a challenge for destinyEach and every day I rise
From the ashes I've left behind
To start anew, push through
They say it's not meant to be, well, I'm parting the seaOh, got to let go, move on from a tainted past
Oh, and I'll never know, fall out from a tainted past
Oh, got to let go, move on from a tainted past
Oh, and I'll never know, fall out from a tainted pastI'll never understand, why my world is gray
Tonight baby, why my world is gray
I'll never understand, why my world is gray
Why did it end [ Incomprehensible]