Ten Years of This Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
You'd never know by looking
We were ever more than strangers
But, we're celebrating ten years
Of wedded blissShe made the rounds as usual
While, I sit here stoned, as usual
Lord, I can't believe we survived
Ten years of thisTen years together
A million nights alone
Whose mistake is it?
What do we blame it on?If someone else would tell me

What I already know in my mind
I'm afraid I'd start talking
With my fistsBut, I know, I'm all lying
What ain't dead, by now is dying
What in hell kept us together
For ten years of this?Ten years together
A million nights alone
Whose mistake is it?
What do we blame it on?Maybe you start cheating
Because you married so young
Whatever it is
I can't go homeI know, I can't take it
Too long, I've had to fake it
I just don't think we can make it
Through ten more years of this