Terror Lyrics

Terror
This is what you call meI strike terror among men
I can't be bothered by what they think
I bare my cross, my soul, myself
I forgive but I never forgetI've been put upon this Earth in female form
But I can handle myself with the best of you
As well as the worst and I often haveI have the right to remain silent
But I choose to speak, sing, scream
I am lips, hips, titsI am the power of a woman
Strong like music, true like friendship
But without my friends
There would be no music only spoken wordFucker
FuckerI am able to change
So I live without regret
Without remorse
Only a remixI am drunk, I am sober
Heaven doesn't want me
And hell's afraid I'll take overDon't bother trying to censor me

Or shut me up
Because it won't workI am cold and distant yet warm and close
To those who deserve to see that side of me
Part of me, the heart of meYou find me so hard to understand in your world
The world you perceive to be so normal
I am deformed, scorned, reborn, I am me
And I know exactly who I am, what I am
And the wrath I bringThe ugly beauty, the lying truth
The virgin whore, the quiet storm
A lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner
A sister, a daughter, old school a beginner
I have decorated myself with loveHate, truth, you
All of you, both of you
None of you
More than one of youFucker
FuckerWith lips like sugar, eyes like meat
I've watched men come, go and cheat
I sleep to dream and dream of sleepI had a dream Joe
That you were standing in the middle of an open grove
I had a dream Joe
That your hands were raised up to the sky
And your mouth was covered in foamI've been crucified, justified
And mortified by my behavior
Both feminine and masculine
I am a contradiction and juxtapositionMy relief is my release
And only time will tell
All's well that ends wellI am unsweetened, unclean
Been called drama queen
Ex girlfriend, ex member
The tantrum, the temperI point my finger, take the blame
And this time I will own the name
Because no one is going to ruin me
If I have to, I will ruin myself
And it will be my ruinFucker
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