The First Time Lyrics

I put on my make up
Spray on my perfume
Sat on the front porch waiting on you
Said we could catch up because it had been awhile
I hate to admit it
But my hands are shaking
Barely breathing
Heart is racing
Looks like feelings don't always change their minds
But you never called never showed up
Guess somethings never changed
And just like living in the flashback
You let me down again
That's why the past should be the past
Far behind back of mind out of the way
Let the memories burn and crash

Cause sitting here looking at the drive way
Is just tearing my heart back in half
Like nothings changed expect the times that passed
And that's why goodbye should be goodbye
The first time
I should know better
I hate that I still cry
Lookin like a fool here watching for headlights
And kicking myself for believe in you again
I bet your out drinking with a new blonde and
And telling her what ever is playing is her song
Yeah and helping her into that Chevy instead
Even when you don't have me
You can still be the one to hurt me
It must feel good to know
That I'm still holding on to letting go
That's why the past should be the past
Far behind back of mind out of the way
Let the memories burn and crash
Cause sitting her looking at this driveway
Is just tearing my heart back in half
Like nothing changed expect the time that's past
And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye
The first time
That's why the past should be the past
Far behind back of mind out of the way
Let the memories burn and crash
Cause sitting her looking at this driveway
Is just tearing my heart back in half
Like nothing changed expect the time that's past
And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye
So im letting go just like i should have tried
The first time
Oh the first time
Oh yeah
Thats why the past should be the past
Oh,the first time yeah
Lyrics Submitted by Destiny Marie