The Lousy Truth Lyrics

Girl, I've been thinking a lot of
'bout who we could have been
if i was back home
just chillin with you and all my friendsBut dear I'm gone
and that's the lousy truthFor the past 3 years
I swear i've been a better man
then who I've become
i know i know i know I let you downBut I've been gone
for too damn longSo if you go away right now
then i can guarantee
that i won't break your heart
But if you go and stay then baby
i will hope and pray that you will run away
Cause dear it breaks my heart
to see you hereSo shine outward not inward
You've been a selfish little girl
for the past 3 years
I've been through more than you could ever know

and God I don't want you to knowwhat I have been through
cause you just wouldn't understand
you're just a girl with some issues
as bad as it may soundBut you're the girl
who's been driving me madSo if you go away right now
then i can guarantee
that i won't break your heart
But if you go and stay then baby
i will hope and pray that you will run away
Cause dear it breaks my heart
to see you hereSo go to school in chicago
find a new boy, a new life
a whole new set of friends
Cause all that i'll ever do is break your heart
and dear it breaks my heart
to see you hereAnd dear it breaks my heart
to see you hereBut just so you know...I've been thinking a lot of
'bout who we could've been
if i was back home
just chillin with you and all my friendsBut dear I'm gone
and that's the lousy truth