The More I Hide It Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
The more I dream of you
The less you want me to
The more I need to hold you
The less you seem to careIf I knew what I was meant to do
Then I'd be doing it all the time
If I could find the key
I'd keep the doorway open wideBut I will stay with you
Forever if you want me to
As long as there's a heaven
And that's a long long timeTo yearn without reward

To plan and hope in vain
It's you that has the power you know
To soothe and end this painAnother season passes
But the sky is always grey
Autumn leaves and summer breezes
Can't bring on a changeBut I will stay with you
Forever if you want me to
As long as there's a heaven
And that's a long long timeThe more I hide it the more it shows
The more confused I feel
And on my own alone
Tell me what am I supposed to do?It's so hard to understand
What means so much to me
What fills my heart with fire
Will only leave you coldI wonder what you're thinking
As we play the game again
I wonder if you knew my thoughts
You'd still want me to sayThat I will stay with you
Forever if you want me to
As long as there's a heaven
And that's a long long timeThe more I hide it the more it shows
The more confused I feel
And on my own alone
Tell me what am I supposed to do?The more I hide it the more it shows...