The Same as Being In Love Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
When you base your whole identity
On reaction against somebody
It's the same as being inI tend to forget when I drink
I'm doing it again, I think
A hand to hold, an ego to flatter
'Cause you were the white skin, I was the bladderTime passes, events fall away
I don't think they'll hurry, hurry up
I'm blackin' out, high on the vapor
'Cause I was the typo, you were the liquid paperTalk it over, talk it, over, talk it
The answer's still the same

It's discontent, humiliation
'Cause you were the theme and I was the variationTry to take a less dramatic course of action
This attraction, introspection
Diction, predilection
It's breaking my heart again, breaking my heart again