These Days Lyrics

I know I should be more grateful
Grateful for everything I have
And I know I should be less doubtful
But unfortunately I am just humanI'm in a big hole surrounded by fear
I'm in a deep dark hole, deep enough for me to disappear
But where should I go if earths the only place I know
All I know is I don't want this anymore
Living a life without knowing what it is that Im searching forThere were days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There were days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be deadStep back, stay away from me
Can't you respect that I only need my peace
These days I'm too weak to see
These days are all about meI don't want to talk things out
Cause there were certain things we don't need to talk about
The silence in between will let you know what I mean
Each time I try to escape I pray to God not to let me fail

And to take my doubts awayThere were days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There were days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead