These Four Walls Lyrics

I feel so numb
Staring at the shower wall
It's begun,
The feeling that the end has come
And now the water's coldI tried to eat today
But the lump in my throat got in the wayIn this time I've lost all sense of pride
I've called a hundred times
If I hear your voice I'll be fineAnd I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep
These four walls and meI lay in bed
Can't seem to leave your side
Your pillow's wet
From all these tears I've cried
I won't say goodbyeI tried to smile today
Then I realized there's no point anywayIn this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a thousand times
If I hear your voice I'll be fineAnd I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep
These four walls and meOh oh ohAnd I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep
These four walls and me