This Time Lyrics

Ive been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldnt cry
Told myself I had to try and hold onThe truth I lied, I hate myself inside
And why I played the game and paid the priceI never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
Ill be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
Ill never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I willIve been wide awake all night
Theres no sign of sleep inside my mind
But the headlight shadows scan my wall
I convince myself youll call in timeThe truth I lied, the girl in me has died
And why I played the game and paid the priceI never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
Ill be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
Ill never be lonely until this time, this time, this time

This time I willThis time I will be yours completely
This time Ill make sure you dont hate me
This time I know, this time I can
And this time I willI never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
And Ill be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
Ill never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
(This time I will)I never look back, I never cry
Never try to wonder why
(This time I will)
Ill be on my own and never doubt
Never shout or wonder how
(This time I will)
Ill never be lonely until this time, this time, this time
This time I willIve been practicing all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone