Thoughts - If I Were a Gladiator

Thoughts Lyrics

My shallow grave of shame all in my mind
Days go by but I still struggle deep inside
These thoughts I have created by me were tailored from my fear
I built this room I’m locked inside of but somehow can’t escape it
Tried so hard to find peace within my mind
Intrusive visions of sexual deviance infest and torment my mind
Satanic incubus rapes my identity, sanity starts to unwind
Sickly, wretched, nausea looming, alienation is all that I can feel
Rotten, filthy, insulting welcoming, all of these doctors are daftly deranged
Laying in bed I am soaked in my sweat with the dread and the fear closing in
Devils are eating away at my soul and I just cannot fight it a single day more
Ugly, Vile, Fallen
Ugly, Vile, Fallen
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Lyrics submitted by Emily.