Trynna Finda Way Lyrics

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I left my heart in San Francisco with some club kids
On a crowded street somewhere
The sky was red and he said
"Would you like to come be a part of
My North American dream?"I could try to chase life down
Down the street and I found
Separation of fact and fictionI'm trynna finda way
I'm trynna finda right
And if I budge I just might
I'm trynna finda way

I'm trynna finda right
And if I budge I just mightI left my conscience somewhere with my rhythm
I heard about it from the mouth of a man
He was hoppin' some trains and comin' the land
Lookin' for a lover planted in the east
Trynna to run from the dreaded fist beast, beastAnd it lies
It lies in the picket fence call
It was my own paradise
With my own private corridorI'm trynna finda way
I'm trynna finda right
And if I budge I just might
I'm trynna finda way
I'm trynna finda right
And if I budge I just mightSo I'm dancin' to a new beat and it came to me in bed
My veins became a strain of light that I let to flow instead
And a wish came to me like Peter Pan at my window
And said, "Evolve your destiny child and you'll never walk alone"
No, you'll never walk alone butTravel to the land of surrender
Till you can't cry no more
Till you can't, till you can't
And you'll never walk aloneAll this inspiration is passing me by
All I can do is chill when I really wanna fly
And this pollution do nothin' but dirty up my mind
Faster than forever in the blink of an eye
To see past my lethargy is hard I feign
The beauty of my youth is gone but the chemicals remainI'm trynna finda way
I'm trynna finda right
And if I budge I just might
I'm trynna finda way
I'm trynna finda right
And if I budge I just mightI'm trynna finda way
I'm trynna finda right
And if I budge I just mightThey're fightin', they're fightin'
They're fightin' for my attention
Hello, you have my attention
Do I have your attention?
Can I have your attention, please?
Please, you've made such, such, such an impression on me