Unfortunate Few Lyrics

Oh you unfortunate few
Nobody's listening to me
It came at a time when I just started
To say something interestingBubbling thoughts I've been thinking a lot
But I don't write them down with a smile
More of a frown as I'm looking down
No pen in my pocket no pockets to fillFar too long ago my chances were slim
I'm knocking the door but they won't let me in
Configuring why takes the whimsy from whim
You're all blocking the door won't you please let me inOh you unfortunate few
Stuck in your special space
I'm here on my own though I'm not alone
It feels like a miserable placeAt first you remember but then you forget
And once I'm forgotten you can't get me back
I'm knocking the door but nobody hears
I'm banging it down won't you answer it pleaseAnd nobody's asking for more
Nobody's looking for anything
Nobody wants me to say a thing

Nobody misses the missingAscend or Descend
Upon a plot with the same ending
My timing's no good
But it saves me from troubles aheadBut you might not be figured with eyes
Might not be figured with ears
Might not be something to figure at all
Until you are actually hereI've gone back on my words which constantly change
I believe what I mean at the time that I say them
I'm climbing a wall of infinite height
I couldn't go through, though I try as I mightThey're telling me fictional distractions
Fictional stories
I have heard enough of these
Is anybody missing me?