Unfortunately Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Confusions born here every day
Spinning circles upon my brain
No idea which way to go
Roam around without a homeSo fucking lost, invalidated
So brought down demasculated
All the joy just disappeared
Another bed full of tearsHope dissolved, degenerated
The negative has penetrated
No wish for sympathy
It's all a mystery to meComing apart at the seams

Wanna be alone for the rest of my years
Don't come inside
Leave it to me to go on unfortunately
UnfortunatelyConfusions born here every day
Spinning circles upon my brain
No idea which way to go
Roam around without a homeAll my wishes evaporated
Insecurities saturated
So many flaws reappeared
The wrong way I tend to steerComing apart at the seams
Wanna be alone for the rest of my years
Don't come inside
Leave it to me to go on unfortunately
Unfortunately, unfortunately, unfortunately