What My Heart Held Lyrics

I just want to feel something
I just want to feel something newI feel like I'm stuck in this routine
Every day is decided before I wake
Every dream that I've dreamt I don't want to chase
All the people I've met, I start forgetting their namesThe whole day just blurs into one picture
And months later, there are collections of copies
Everything looks the same
Everything feels the sameI feel like I'm stuck in this routine
Every day is decided before I wake
Every dream that I've dreamt I don't want to chase
All the people I've met, I start forgetting their namesAnd they forget mine and I give them no blame
I'm so disconnected I don't feel the same
That I did when we started
When I knew what my heart heldSo what does my heart hold now?
Is it something else or am I too blind to see I'm still the same?
I know I still hold close the same things I always have
But this world crashes down on me and I can only think about the weight
Instead of those who were always there to help me hold it upYou have always been there to help me hold up this earth

Every time it weighs me downI need to break out of this routine
Everyday is decided when I say
Every dream that I've dreamt I am gonna chaseAll the people I've met in every different place
I hold them all close and support their dreams
I feel so connected, now I am the same
That I was when we started
When I knew what my heart heldEverything looks the same
Everything feels the same
You've always been there to help me hold up this earth