When I Die Lyrics

If you walked in now
I wouldn't start, I wouldn't frown
And if you just appeared
I wouldn't cry or think it weird'Cause you are still around
You're in the air, you're in the ground
And you can't go away
I am afraid you're here to stayFriends don't understand
They close the door, they raise their hands
She says she hears your voice
Of course she does, she has no choiceI was hours ahead
When they removed you from your bed
They drank all the while
Until you said goodbyeWhy are we sitting here in ourselves?
Why are we sitting here in ourselves?
Why are we sitting here in ourselves?I don't look up, I don't look down
I look ahead and make no sound
My love was there, I only stareHealthy in my dreams
Is what you are, is what it seems

What does it all mean?
You're only hiding behind a screenCurse the English day
For what it forces us to say
Banish all the pain
'Cause when I die, die, I'll see you again