Where I Want To Be Lyrics

In the back of my mind, well I fought my God
'Cause all of the hell that's in my time
But I can still see the birds and where they went this year
Our winter made things hazyAnd I know that I was losing site of my hometown
And in my blacking out I think I let you down
Don't let them try to save me 'cause I'm already crazyAnd there is something in your face
That pulls me far enough away
I guess that I always knew
That I'd find you when I thoughtThat I'd be letting out my darkest now
And in my climbing out I think I let you live
I wish you'd try to save me
Your silence makes me crazyIt takes a lot to say that something is fate
I kind of know where you're headed
Am I too upfront or am I just on time?
Well, where is your head at?And there is something in your face
That pulls me far enough away
I guess that I always knew
That I'd find you when I thoughtI reached my point, I let them down

I'm searching the worse part of this town
You are my song and you are where I wanna beI wanna take those steps, I never have
I need to stand up straight so I can feel your breath
I really think for once that I can change
It's really not that badI'm learning now that I was wrong in everything
And that's the reason why I think that I can grow
It's really not that badIt's in the way you had
It's in the way you had me all wrapped up
Like I'm a part of something finally
And I'm never looking backAnd there is something in your face
That pulls me far enough away
I guess that I always knew
That I'd find you when I thoughtI reached my point, I let them down
I'm searching the worse part of this town
You are my song and you are where I wanna beI reached my point, I let them down
I'm searching the worse part of this town
You are my song and you are where I wanna be