Will I Arrive Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Bypassed the day I can hear them coming
They walk round my door and speak of their coming
My trial awaits got nowhere to run
My only words, how soon you have comeI think about what you told me
And I was about to join inDefy only, if you have a way to resist the lies
Decline only, if you have the intention of taking this adviceWho brought me here, this place is familiar?
Where houses are black under the sun
Strangers pass on streets with strange names
All I can think is how soon they have comeI think about what you told me
And I was about to join inDefy only, if you have a way to resist the lies

Decline only, if you have the intention of taking this advice
Apply only, if you're not afraid to see your spirit die
Retreat only, if you dare not hear yourself say goodbyeLook at me now, they have cut my hair
It's a long way back
They kicked me down and I could not rise
I will never arriveLook at me now, they have cut my hair
It's a long way back
They kicked me down and I could not rise
I will never arriveDefy only, if you have a way to resist the lies
Decline only, if you have the intention of taking this adviceLook at me now, they have cut my hair
It's a long way back
They kicked me down and I could not rise
I will never arrive