Abandoned Lyrics

Sleepless in the night, I try to lose my faith in you
Saying to myself you can't be the right one for me
And now that you are gone I finally get a taste of freedom
Only problem is I don't really want to be free
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't want to curse your name
I don't wanna feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same
I don't want to burn your letters
I don't want to face the truth
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't wanna waste my youth
You try to suffocate with your pretends
And I believe in this shallow romance
I ran for cover but I couldn't hide
And still you try to get me to a bite
You scratch me like a perfume ad
Erasing all the feelings that I had

And all the time you fake this loneliness
'Cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't want to curse your name
I don't want to feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same
I don't want to burn your letters
I don't want to face the truth
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't wanna waste my youth