Blowing Out The Flame Lyrics

I sold my soul for diamonds
And reason for acclaim
Been begging for white angels
To blow my mind awayBeen growing funny flowers
Where roses never grew
I stayed awake all night
When I woke up from dreams
Of me and youI tried to take the sun and I went blind
God help me to erase you from my mind
I'm growing cold
And the night is yet to come
Anyone tell me is thisThe way it's meant to be
Lost and isolated
I'm way too complicated
For you to lean on meI play a losing game
I cried in desperation
Mental devastation
I'm blowing out the flameSelf-pity gave me shelter

I always hid away in vice
Dyslexic, torn and tattered
I tried to read the signsYou never tried to take a look
At the one I'd have died to be
Now it seems you don't see me at allWas it all worth it
Visions holding sway
When the real thing got lost along the way
Yes anyone tell me is thisThe way it's meant to be
I'm lost and isolated
Way too complicated
For you to lean on meI play a losing game
I cried in desperation
Mental devastation
I'm blowing out the flameYes anyone tell me is this
The way it's meant to be
Lost and isolated
I'm way too complicated
For you to lean on meI play a losing game
I cried in desperation
Mental devastation
I'm blowing out the flame