Comforting Lie Lyrics

I started out on the wrong foot
Now I'm not myself
I am Jekyll, I am Hyde
Found this place to hide
Come seek me
Oh, so up and down
So back and forth
So insecure
Can't get this taste out of my mouth
Swallow it down, pretend
An' hold it, an' hold it all in
Let it build up
Oh, build a bomb
Then blow it, blow it away
Clear it all out
Just end it
I'm just a normal person
Without those problems

When did it change?
Admissions so embarrassing
I'm on the verge of tears again
An' hold it, an' hold it all in
I'll let it build up
Oh, build a bomb
An' blow it, an' blow it away
Clear it all out
Just end it
Oh, look I took the band aid off
Did I take it off too soon?
Hysterical confession
My big courageous move
Don't grasp at the predictable
A comforting lie can't last
Preordained checklist of this awkward love
It's so sad
An' hold it, an' hold it all in
I'll let it build up
Oh, build a bomb
Then blow it, blow it away
Clear it all out
Just end it
An' sort it, an' sort it out
I'll just give it back
No thank you
An' toss it, an' toss away
Eliminate
Just give up
I, I can't decide
This tug of war
I'm feelin' weak
Yea