Darlin' It Ain't Easy Lyrics

I'm down to my last
Stick of cigarette
I'm down to the last thought
In my head
You saw me
Packing my bags
You asked me
If I was coming back
And I told you
That I wasn't sure
And I'm
5 steps away from out the door
Darlin' it ain't easy
For me to say goodbye
But I have found myself another guy
You look confused
And I dont blame you

But you’re never around
Enough for me to love you
Me to love you
Darlin' you don't deserve me
You don't deserve my love
I had plenty to give
But you shrugged it off
Don't think I dont know
About the hair on the pillow
And it seems like what we had was just a show
Was it all
Just a show?
Darlin' it aint easy
For us to say goodbye
I just hope that we'll have better lives