December. Lyrics

December falls, I don't think I'm okay
Not today, when dad came home
He told me go upstairs, I close my eyes
A tear falls down as I drop onto my bed
Not again, my anger hits as I hear mom cry againThings are confusing I don't know what I should turn to
Should I run away? Dad has gone crazy
The last time I think I might, put him in his place
I think I just might run awayDecember falls and I forgot its meaning
To look to Christ I'll help you dad
I'll show you there's a meaning
I think I should look to my heart