Defenseless Lyrics

I just can’t face myself alone, alone, alone
I opened the window to let the breeze know
I need to feel at home
It happened it did, her dress it slid
Deciding to kiss the floorboards again
She now stands motionless and naked
I glimpsed the edge but couldn’t take it, take it
I feel so defenseless
Don’t think that I wouldn't
But never meant it
I swear I can mend this
I’ve got a little bit of courage
And a head full of smoke
Lets see how far I can take this
I’ve got to focus now on everything
That what matters most

Lets see how far I can take this
To gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I’ll never make again
To gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I’ll never make again
I found the man I thought I was
Learned inside a cheap hotel
A borrowed buzz
Still couldn’t bring myself to feel that rush
Stomach spilled, I still got my guts
You brought me in with confidence
Assuming I would cave to hips
And kiss your lips
My father told me honest men
Can lie again
And nothings broken you can’t fix
I feel so defenseless
Don’t think that I wouldn't
No, I never meant it
I swear I can mend this
I’ve got a little bit of courage
And a head full of smoke
Lets see how far I can take this
I’ve got to focus now on everything
That what matters most
Lets see how far I can take this
To gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I’ll never make again
To gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I’ll never make again
I fell asleep on the floor again
What did you expect?
I fell asleep on the floor again
What did you expect?
Well I’m so defenseless
Don’t think that I wouldn't
But never meant it
I swear I can mend this
I’ve got a little bit of courage
And a head full of smoke
Let's see how far I can take this
I’ve got to focus now on everything
That what matters most
Gain perspective
You’re not true til tested.
To gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I’ll never make
Same mistakes I’ll never make again
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