Derelict Lyrics

Oh mother, sure it makes you cry
To see your only son like this
wherever you may be these daysIt has been a year now that i can find no sleep
No matter what I try I fail
So I can see precisely how my body fades away
A skeleton to anyone, a symbol of decay(Chorus:)I live in hell
There's no other words for this place
I cannot tell
What turned my life into this maze I'm left alone
On the whole
A derelict is what I am
A fallen soul
A wandering shadow of a man losing his mindThe ones who are against me, I fear them all around
What have I done, what is their plan
Is it just paranoia, I don't know what's going on
A victim of conspiracy or haunted by a phantom?(Chorus:)I live in hell
There's no other words for this place
I cannot tell

What turned my life into this maze I'm left alone
On the whole
A derelict is what I am
A fallen soul
A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind