Dying Inside Lyrics

I have got to change my ways'Cause I'm losing my mind
I have got to stop drinking'Cause I'm dying insideI feel twice as old as I amAnd it's getting worseI can't escape the curse
I'm in the palm of habit's handThere is nothing that I can do
I have no self controlI have let myself become deadI have ruined my soulEvery time I wake up sickI say never againBut then opportunity knocks
And I'm wasted my friendI can't control my addictionI'm losing all my friends and lovers
I've tried time and time againAlcohol knows it's gonna winNow I have lost everything
And I really don't careEverybody that I have knownHas out cast me hereDrinking has wasted my life
And I'm dying insideI feel twice as old as I amI've lost what left of my mindI can't control my addictionI've tried time and time again
I'm losing all my friends and loversAlcohol knows it's gonna win