Endless Journey Lyrics

I am tired and confused, I don't know what to do
I can't stomach this pain any longer
Life is at a crossroad, which way do I go?
I can't make a decision for the life of meLosing my bout with this life no doubt
Or am I really just succeeding?
I'm a afraid of getting older, I feel it getting colder
Just please don't give me eternityFollow me on my wasted journey
I got two ways, I can bring you down
One's for leavin', two's for stayin'
Either wayDon't you ever learn from your own interpreter
That a lifestyle is begging for mercy
I can't understand when it's all in my hands
I don't see it, I don't feel itAs long as I remember, I will always treasure
Those times that I actually felt happy
But for now, I stand proud and never speak loud
And hide all my insecure feelingsFollow me on my wasted journey
I got two ways, I can bring you down
One's for leavin', two's for stayin'

Either wayFalling prey to your own bad habit
You realize it's time to get out
Happy now but not quite
I'm just a little too tired right nowFalling prey, falling prey
Don't follow meFrozen feelings have always been your being
But the guilt always finds a way in
Not a tear flows through, not a thought
Not a sound and numbness overwhelms meSolo now, I can only reach out for a stray flier
On my high wire and from the ground to the air
It goes totally unnoticed
Isn't it just like that, so typical