Even If Lyrics

Doesn't seem that selfish, no, not in the least
What's so self righteous about this curiosity?
This want for a meager exchange
So much time has passed but still it remains
This need for you is a recurring theme in my life
Don't you think I'm lonely?
Eager to complete the story
Confused and still haunted
With why you'd start over
Oh and ignore me
It takes time to realize the other side of you
That's controlled and blinding on sight of our lives
Well even if you left me and my brother
Even if you left us and our mother
I want nothing more than to catch your eye
Would you be impressed with how far I've climbed
Without your assistance with you nowhere in sight?
Don't you think I'm lonely?

Eager to complete the story
Confused and still haunted
With why you'd start over
Oh and ignore us
It takes time to realize the other side of you
That's controlled and blinding on sight of our lives
Even if you left me and my brother
Even if you left us and our mother
She's had her share more than we'll know
My brother won't, he just won't let go
They say you're sick and there's a name and a phrase
To apply and help explain
Still having trouble trying to separate
How you started a new family?
Even after you left me and my brother
Even after you left us and our mother