If I Ever Loved You Lyrics

Baby, I was not the one - I guess you know that now
But I kept you real distracted for awhile
I look back and nothing much ever comes to mind
Sometimes I can picture half a smile
And we were thick as thieves, hung on each others sleeves
Kissing all the time
But if I ever loved you, shouldn’t I be crying?
Should I be cracking up and drinking all the time?
Yeah if I ever loved you, how come I feel alright?
How come the night’s are so easy, and mornings looks so bright?
I try to figure what has gone, I seem to look the same
Maybe there’s a tightness around my eyes
Sometimes the evening comes, I think I miss someone
And then I realize
That if I ever loved you, shouldn’t I be crying?

Shouldn’t I be cracking up and drinking all the time?
Yeah if I ever loved you, how come I feel alright?
How come the night’s are so easy, and the mornings look so bright?
And love, it can make your world
Bring you alive, but I wasn’t dead before
So baby you ain’t hard to survive
Maybe I was not the one, but I had to try
And in the end there's no such thing as wasted time
I was the interim, between nothingness and him
So how is that a crime?
But if I ever loved you, shouldn’t I be crying?
Shouldn’t I be cracking up and drinking all the time?
Yeah if I ever loved you, how come I feel alright?
How come the night’s are so easy, and the mornings look so bright?
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Lyrics submitted by Bethany.