Love Ballad Lyrics

Eh yo listen
The only thing I'm feel in' is this anger and hate
When no escape my mind is just dangerous place
Self sabotage and I'm about to break
Cause I wanna forget about you but I also miss you face,
I'm a grown man, don't enjoy the chase, as I'm thinkin about these girls and about all the time I waste,
Happiness exist can I get a little taste,
Tell me. That you can but you always show the opposite,
Playin victim but I'm far from minocuous,
Every time I look at you it makes me sick,
How can I be so gollible to ever take a risk,
You could give two fucks how I felt,
Why you think I'm pulling tighter on the belt,
Nothing comes from pain, the drugs didn't help,
Cause when they're wearing off, I'm still left by myself,
I'm still left with myself,
I'm all alone with myself,

The drugs didn't help,
The drugs never helped,
Nothing comes from pain,
Nothing is the same
All I do is hurt,
The drugs never hurt,
My minds a prison,
And I'm locked in a cell,
It's hard being an angel when Your living in hell,
I'm livin on the edge with these demons in my head,
And if I did it my way I'd probably end up dead,
But look, I've been hurt, all I ever do is hurt others, this shits deep,
It goes back to my first love,
Many nights I don't go on social media, laughing at the fact that I thought that I needed ya,
I would hurt every time that I seen ya cry, it would of maybe of worked but we're not willing to try,
There's no trust were telling each other lies,
We're smiling at each other, destroying each others lives,
We were both in the wrong, and I don't want to look at you so I'll just hide behind a song,
I'm sorry miss,
Love don't exist, but I'd rather die, then live like this,
And any time its ever going good I really can't pretend,
That anytime it won't fall apart , it's coming to an end,
So every girl there is no feeling, I'm emotionally detached,
From protection, you ain't ever getting close and that is that.
Why'd you think I don't let nobody in,
I'm feeling more empty then I have ever fuckin been,
I keep thinkin that everything will be different,
But the pain is still the same, and everyone is getting vicious,
All I know is girls come girls go, I throw affection out the window,
And I got nothing left to show, and all this anger is a bomb set off to blow,
And I'm feelin these resentments but I have to let them go,
I tried to leave but I couldn't find the door,
My heart cracked and it shattered on the floor,
I'm feelin like I don't deserve nothing anymore,
It's probably one of the biggest reasons why I'm such a whore,
When I think about you, now a days I just cring, and I should of knew better she was fuckin with him,
It's like the only things feelings ever bring is danger, I guess it's true best friends, become strangers,
My experience love is just a word, so really just how much faith am I willing to put in her,
I'll get manic till everything is a blur,
I'll commit the same mistake cause I'm the type that never learns.
Lyrics Submitted by Tasha L. Smith (Lucy Diamond)