Marmalade - Ricky Mendoza

Marmalade Lyrics

## Marmalade
And here I am, I can't get you out of my head.
I try to work, I try to cook, I try to breathe
and there you are.
Why do I feel this way, why doesn't anything cheer me up?
At least I did it. At least I told you I love you.
I can't even believe it.
Way back when, you thought of our lives together.
You imagined the two of us and the way it would work out,
but, in your cold calculated mind it did not...
I surprise myself,
I thought my heart was a rock
I thought I had it bulletproofed and my mind was set
Apparently, my heart is made of fucking marmalade

and it was never in my chest,
it was always on my sleeve.
And now, what am I supposed to do?
Continue being friends?
So I can laugh with your men?
I don't see myself there anymore.
Strangely, I don't feel sad
I feel like a new man, like I discovered my heart
I did everything I can, to be at your side.
I fought the good fight.
But I am not a kid anymore,
so I am wiping my tears, picking myself up,
I am gonna lose myself in this beautiful world
and hopefully, one day, my heart will scar
and many moons will pass and you will be nothing
but a beautiful distant memory in my mind
But for now, I am hopeless.
Drowning in my own fucking marmalade.
Lyrics Submitted by Parker James