Ordinary Lyrics

Listen I'm alone, fuck the whole world scares me
Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
I'm the farthest thing from ordinary
Listen I'm alone, fuck the whole world scares me
Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
I'm the farthest thing from ordinary
The person looking back at me is the one that I need help again
I tried making friends but in the end I'm by myself again
I rather be invisible instead of overwhelming them
I thought of ending everything instead of fucking telling them
that I'm simply dead already, psychopath, my head ain't steady, sick of having suicidal thoughts
I got more than plenty
Why can't I be ordinary
Being me is sort of scary

cause I gotta deal with burdens that I was born to carry
stop for a second, look at the time,
I can feel it slip away from me
I said on my darkest days that I'm afraid and it's ok to be
but now when I took at myself
why the hell am I afraid of me
I'm going for away to a distant place
ill find a way to leave
ill open my chest and let you see what is inside
you'll see so many paranormal things you can't describe
there's monsters living in me that are eating me alive
I'm turning into someone I don't even recognize
Who I am (who I am)
Girl god damn (girl god damn)
what the fuck is wrong with me
I'm sorry, I don't understand
they can hate on me, be shady, but my fate is in my hands
They can hate on me but baby they ain't messing up my plans
BRB my vibe is rainy, high as fuck a new Mercedes (<--- idfk)
Bitch the fuck is (idfk)
Always dress like 50's 80's (idfk)
I'm in touch with the creators
I've already met our maker
I'm a sinner not your savior
Taking off, I'll see you later
I'm holding it down for the loners and people that know that they'll never fit in
and since the beginning I've been an anomaly living a life full of sin
Don't be afraid to go searching your soul because freedom's discovered within
the truth of the matter is that nothing matters I spit to inspire the kids
There's too many prisons and too many villains
Too many victims and too many flaws
Too much religion and too much division
too much positions and too many guards
they want me to fail, but ima prevail,
so fuck all the doubters, I'm beating the odds
the facts are unveiled and what they entail, is everything we know (is) just a facade
Down For the count, I'm about amount, to a clown full of doubt, with a frown to the ground,
What if I would've frowned and without my sound, I wouldn't be where shit just a bunch of pounds
of flesh and bones, only heaven knows everyday that I wake is a stepping stone
Take, Take what you can it's game of thrones
Take, Take what you can don't bitch and moan
I took my life on a different road, I want love and peace not cars and clothes
My secrets they better stay disclosed, I'm strange and I can't change that's a know(<-?)
Got a twisted mind, but I'm wicked with the words, and I simplify what I write in a verse
I'll be mystified when I'm riding in a hearse, Don't sympathize when I die in the dirt
I'm alright but I might wanna listen, I fight fright with a mic from a distance
My whole lifetime I've been a misfit, once it's over I'm gonna miss it
Agnostic type not a Christian, We cannot define our existence
I'm narcotic, I'm inefficient, I'm psychotic, I'm insufficient
(thank you sktv evolution)
Listen I'm alone, fuck the whole world scares me
Girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
I'm the farthest thing from ordinary
Listen I'm alone, fuck the whole world scares me
girl I'm holding on by a thread I'm barely
getting through the days cause I'm treated unfairly
I'm the farthest thing from ordinary
Lyrics Submitted by Anna H.