The Conclusion Pt. 1 - Rendezvous Point

The Conclusion Pt. 1 Lyrics

[Note: Some of the words in this song is quite hard to hear, and words/phrases that I wasn't certain of is marked with a "(?)". Some words may not even make sense to the rest of the lyrics, however, it's the best I can do. So if anyone can correct my on something, feel free to do so].
Confusion reigns inside this troubled mind again
Conflicting voices
Kindness is lost, there is no place for abortees (?)[Makes little sense]
Madness starts here
There is darkness inside these eyes
Filled with hatred and despise
Distorted view on life
There is emptiness inside this heart
I never reached the start,
From where it all began
You will never know my true story
Oh, this is my salvation
No one will ever understand

There's no logic here,
There is just hunger
There's nothing that can justify my act
To selfishly simply despair (?) [Makes little sense]
The animal has got to me
Mercy is gone
My hate and wrath is growing
My rage is craving for more distraught (?)[Makes little sense]
Nothing that can stop me now
I want it all and you have to bow
Make a wish,
Say your prayer
Hit the ground with your knees and scream
This is no time to surrender,
It is my time to shine
If a grasp, if I rule my mind
[Alternatively: If I rightfully rule my mind]
There is darkness inside these eyes
Filled with hatred and despise
Distorted view on life
There is emptiness inside this heart
I never reached the start,
From where it all began
Lyrics Submitted by Jakob Hasselgaard