Thinking Out Loud Lyrics

Ive been losing my mind, Ive been living a lie
Ive been running away for so long
I try to put on a face and cover my heart
But Im needing it now so badI dont know how I feel
Maybe Im mad or maybe Im proud
Cant find the truth, cant speak my mind
Dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loud
Thinking out loudNo, no I can't explain whats happened to me
I feel like Im right and wrong
Inside everythings upside down, everythings spinning around
And its freaking me outI dont know how I feel
Maybe Im mad or maybe Im proud
Cant find the truth, cant speak my mind
Dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loudIf only for a day I could be free
I bet youd feel the same if you were me
Im gonna spit it out, just let goIve been losing my mind, Ive been living a lie
Ive been running away for so longI dont know how I feel
Maybe Im mad or maybe Im proud

Cant find the truth, cant speak my mind
I dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loud
Yeah, Im thinking out loud, thinking out loudCant find the truth, cant speak my mind
I dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loud