What Am I Doing? Lyrics

She found hers, I gotta find mine too
Leave it to fate, don't make it happen for you
I'm so confused, on how it's supposed to be
What am I doing?
Am I destined for loneliness? A life shared alone?
Writing these songs about my sorrow, on my hotel room floor
I told you I deserved to be happy, you said, "Well, we all do."
Selfish of me to want only, the best of you
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I didn't mean to fall in love
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I just wanted to be happy too
What am I doing?
Oh...
It's a mystery, uncertainty of where this song will end for me

You broke me down, got deep into my heart now don't you leave me crying in the dark
You're so far away now, the time and distance are killing me
Are there enough memories to even feed our hearts when we are apart
I told you I deserve to be happy, you said, "She does too."
How foolish of me to want only, the rest of you
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I didn't mean to fall in love
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
I just wanted to be happy too
What am I doing?
Oh...
What am I doing?
Oh...
It's a mystery, uncertainty of where this song will end for me...
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Lyrics submitted by Alyssa Nicole.