monoment - stullenheimer

monoment Lyrics

Verse 1:
Is this world really so wrong?
That some of us don't wanna hold on?
Are they weak and am I strong?
That I've been wondering for so long
When everything is gone
I keep singing my tiny songs
I saw love, pain and death
Since then I expect a little less
Someone tell me: is this a test?
I always thought I deserve only the best
Take a good look, I'm a walking mess
A catastrophe with no philosophy
And for the rest, well you do the math

Ref:
Sunny days seem long ago
And funny days I never had alone
For sunny ways take a look in a book
Cause funny ways my life took
Verse 2:
Is this world really so wrong?
That some of us don't wanna hold on?
Are they weak and am I strong?
That I've been wondering for so long
When everything is gone
I keep singing my tiny songs
I saw love, pain and death
Since then I expect a little less
Someone tell me: is this a test?
I always thought I deserve the best
Take a good look, I'm a walking mess
A catastrophe with no philosophy
And for the rest, well you do the math
This non-poetry fucks with my mind
My virtuosity is nowhere to find
Please rewind, I'm blind
And losing my mind most of the time
Ref:
Sunny days seem long ago
And funny days I never had alone
For sunny ways take a look in a book
Cause funny ways my life took
Verse 3:
So what am I still fighting for?
I've lost everything I ever won before
With all my money, oh I feel poor
Cause he simply ain't here nomore
I drink and smoke and I fuck like a whore
It doesn't help, oh I still feel sore
I saw thunder, rainbows and butterflies
I believed and I told a thousand lies
I watched the sun rise on various skies
And today, I'm still not any wise
I'm a cocoon behind the moon
I'm so not nice but in disguise
I wanna bloom but you mess with my mind
Oh very soon I'll be nowhere to find
Don't rewind, I wanna stay blind
All of the time
Bridge:
I'm so gloomy but yet so bright
I'm a showoff when I wanna hide
I'm a purring cat and I do bite
And I fight but only at night
Yes, I'm so deep but yet so loud
I'm confident which I always doubt
I'm so proud and now I'm out
I back off, what are you all about?
Ref:
Sunny days seem long ago
And funny days I never had alone
For sunny ways take a look in a book
Cause funny ways my life took
Lyrics Submitted by Stullenheimer