the orchard Lyrics

we both had doubts
we both had doubts
i found myself
while i was away
all your life
now i understand
so many hours
and no company
but you imagine things
through cold eyes asleep
then what have i seen this for
we both know about...
all my life
you were important
and your father too
wandering the orchard
through budding dormant eyes

on a lamp lit plain
you imagine things
why does he speak to me
to you, i know, i only stare without
my life is dull
and my body aches
then what have i seen this for
oh, i imagined things
through cold eyes asleep
and i won't think back more than i do
my life is dull
and my body aches
all this blood in my mouth
makes me hate
how we both end up