Lamentation Lyrics

Advisory - the following lyrics contain explicit language:
Oh God, we're here
And goodbye chokes on my tears
While your exit seems so effortless, so mean
You don't fool meWhen the morning wakes, you'll grab for me
But the plane took me away
Are you scared of what you'll see?
Do they mean more than me?Trying to try
Trying to give you all your lines
Trying to walk away without a move
Trying to catch your eyesSo they fall down alone

Out of reach, out of sight
Are you scared of what you'll see?
Are you scared of me?Immersed in love's encounter
The heavens merge with hell
My arms release my body
Your arms hold what I heldFinally I know you'll take me
Finally I know you fell
I climb into your body
Climb into my own cellDon't turn the lights on
Don't turn the lights onWhat's on your mind tonight
Don't think too much you'll go blind
Make it easy find a beast in me
Now I'm not your typeAnd I'll fly solo into my loner love
While you walk and play it safe
Aren't you scared I'll leave?
Do they mean more than me?